December 2010
22 posts
There are no such things as fairy tales. They don’t happen for us, won’t happen for us, and shouldn’t happen for us. Don’t be seduced by the idea of a star-crossed lover. Battles of epic proportions do not exist for us; there will be no dragons to slay. Sadness and desperation do not coincide with happy endings. We are people. I feel it, I see beyond it. I am not that girl...
Don’t try to be good for me. Just try to be good. I won’t get impressed by flexed arms. Don’t try to win me over. Don’t live for me. I won’t like it. Have a hobby. Be healthy. Have heart and be smart. Know what’s worth living for. Be practical, but don’t be insensitive. Don’t be desperate. Know what’s good. Do what’s right. I’m just...
You now have my mind hooked.
My brain no longer thinks extensively. It’s wrapped up in short lines. It isn’t a helpless empty feeling, more a feeling of being complete. I don’t need much of anything. I have been saved and forgiven, by a love that is everlasting. I can’t imagine needing anything else. I love the one who saves. You should love him as well. …Thanks a lot, frickin Marilyn Muhr. See...
I don't want to love someone because they make me...
And I hope that someday I’m not just kept around for what I do. I hope someone will adore me for more.
Seems rare.
Dreaming of Jeannie Research Paper.
Dear Jeannie Essay,
I hate you. One page down, seven to go. Two hours down, who knows how many more. I can’t wait to throw you at my teacher tomorrow. I wish I could just blink and have you completely finished.
This is me marveling.
I think everyone feels like everyone else is an idiot. I am one of those people. The things people think, do, and say constantly baffle, bewilder, and bedazzle me. Seriously. To ourselves we are the most interesting journey through oceans of wonder and woe, but to everyone else we are just another string of lies and a full course meal of contradiction and hypocrisy. It’s worrisome to think...
I think I am obsessed with The Vampire Diaries..
haleycurtis:
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We need to get Candice obsessed with it and have a marathon.
How do you handle breakups? I don’t.
Without naming names, say one thing to someone. You did it.
If you walk by a mirror, will you check yourself out in it? Oh baby I can’t resist.
When you like someone, do you picture what your children will look like? No, do you know how many genes we have?
You’re locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems? Not even.
Who was...
1. Tall Chesnut Uggs 2. Paneled leather jacket 3. Vampire Diaries Season 1 4. Pogo stick (I’m 5) 5. Two Australian Sheppard pups 6. Urban Decay Naked Pallet (even though they’re all sold out practically) 7. Australia, Shutter Island, Charade 8. Damon Salvatore 9. Floral Oxfords 10. A million build-a-bears
I give up.
It was silly of me to think that maybe you cared about me more than you care about him. I see how stupid I was, and I shouldn’t have doubted any rude thing you’ve ever said to me. I know you meant it all along. Everything is just shady and I am seeing so many motives. I wish you could understand what this feels like, or feel something at all. I won’t bother to understand...
Thought is a lonely process.
This is just my mind wandering.
Guys I just met: I don’t want you to sweet talk me. I don’t want you to act like I’m the best there’s ever been. I’m not, and you don’t know me. Getting to know my favorite bands and if I play sports has little to do with who I am. I’m not going to fall in love with you because you tell me I’m pretty and say you love to cuddle…I really do not...
TUMBLR I MISSED YOU
What I’ve been wanting to say is… I want to be blonde.
Quickie
Your middle name and how you feel about it. Christine. I adore it. I think it’s classy, timeless. Sometimes I wish my name was more creative. My first and last is just so Irish. Shannon Christine Farrell fits just fine though.
Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any. My ears. I want 2nd holes soon, and a tattoo someday. Let me ponder what best suits me.
Your favorite television...